Is being anxious and having anxiety the same thing? I dunno... sometimes I just really start feeling that I'm burning daylight, and that I should be doing something with myself that day. It's not like there's really anything to do, and the fact that I'm not pushing myself to do something else enough is starting to make me think about whether or not I'm really trying...
I'm really trying....
Really trying to do what? Am I supposed to do something? No, I'm not supposed to do anything. It's what I want to do... So the real question here is what is it that I want to do that I'm not doing? Does the fact that you were called off work tonight make it any less of a productive night? Would I not be writing in my blog had work not had been cancelled? For all you know this makes it better.
Try not to die.
